FRIEND 1

HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDER A FRIEND AS YOUR FAMILY?????

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FATHER

      FATHER, DEAR FATHER. SOMETIME I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOUR DOING BUT SOMETIME I FEEL PITY AT YOU. I HATE YOU WHEN YOU ALWAYS THINK THAT WHATEVER YOU SAID, WHATEVER YOU DO IS ALWAYS RIGHT EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE WRONG. YOU NEVER ADMIT THAT YOU'RE WRONG. IN YOUR EYES, WHAT I SAID OR WHAT I DO NEVER RIGHT AND WILL NEVER BE RIGHT. 

     I ALSO WANT TO FEEL BE LOVED BY MY OWN FATHER BUT YOU NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE ME. DOES YOU NOT WANT ME AS YOUR CHILD??? OR SHOULD I SAID THAT YOU ACTUALLY REGRET HAVE ME AS YOUR CHILD??

     FATHER, SOMETIME I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO JUST END MY OWN LIFE. YOU KNOW WHY I SAID LIKE THAT AND YOU HAVE THE ANSWER TO MY STATEMENT. IT'S JUST I'M TIRED...... REALLY TIRED WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR. FATHER....

     FATHER CAN JUST ONCE.....JUST ONCE YOU ADMIT YOUR OWN MISTAKE WITHOUT BLAMING IT TO OTHERS.😞

Friends

      I guess even though they what we call FRIEND doesn't mean they will always be with us. Some FRIEND will backstab us and some don't. But..... there were times that we feel they doesn't deserve the title FRIEND. Why I said like that is because when they need help or someone to be with them when they were in trouble or what so ever I ALWAYS BE WITH THEM NO MATTER WHERE AND WHEN. BUT WHEN I NEED THEM WHERE WERE THEY??!!!!! WHERE????!!!!!!!

     EVEN MY FAMILY ALREADY THINK YOU AS THEIR OWN CHILD YET YOU TREAT THEM LIKE THE WERE NOBODY. YES I KNOW YOU HAVE YOUR OWN PARENTS BUT WE WERE FRIEND LIKE ALMOST 10 YEARS THAT'S WHY THEY TREAT YOU LIKE THEIR OWN CHILD BUT DO YOU REALLY NEED TO TREAT THEM LIKE THAT. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA YELL AT YOU BUT I KEPT IT BY MYSELF INCASE YOU HATE ME FOR WHAT I DID. YOU KNOW THERE WERE TIMES THAT I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO END OUR FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID AND WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAID TO ME. 

     FRIEND, I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG CAN I BE TOLERATE WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR. ONE DAY WHEN WE NO LONGER A FRIEND, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHY YOU AND I CAN'T BE A FRIEND ANYMORE😶